เอนทรี่นี้หาสาระไม่ได้
ข้ามไป ;)
 
 
...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
ตอนเด็กๆ คิดว่าตัวเองมีความสุขมาก
เป็นคนที่ไม่คิดอะไรเลย
โลกของเรา มันเล็กมากๆ
 
โลกของเรา เป็นโลกที่เราเห็นตามนั้น
คือตัวเรา
และพ่อแม่ ก๋ง ยาย ลูกพี่ลูกน้อง ทวด ปู่ย่า ...
และคนที่อยู่ในสายตาของเรา และเราก็รู้จักเค้า
 
นั่นแหละคือโลกของเรา
 
 
โลกที่เราไม่จำเป็นต้องบอกคนอื่นว่าเราไม่เป็นไรและไม่ได้เสียใจกับอะไร
โลกใบนั้นที่เราไม่จำเป็นต้องเก็บสิ่งใดให้ว้าวุ่นใจ
 
 
เพราะเมื่อไหร่
ที่เราร้องไห้
ที่เราสะอื้นจนตัวโยน
จะต้องมีแขนสักคู่นึง
คอยลูบหลังลูบไหล่
ให้น้ำตาเราหยุดไหล
 
 
โลกใบนั้น เราจะร้องไห้ก็ต่อเมื่อเราเจ็บที่ตัว
มีบาดแผล หรือว่าถูกตี
 
เป็นสิ่งที่เราคิดในตอนนั้นว่า สุดๆแล้ว
เจ็บสุดๆแล้ว
 
จนตอนนี้
มันไม่ใช่อีกต่อไป
โลกใบนั้น ไม่ใช่โลกใบนี้
 
 
โลกใบนี้.. โลกที่เราเติบโตอยู่กับความเสแสร้ง
เจ็บปวด แต่ต้องบอกว่าไม่เป็นไร
อึดอัดแต่บอกว่าสบายมาก
 
 
โลกของผู้ใหญ่
ที่ทำให้เราไม่สามารถพูดอะไรในใจออกไปได้ทั้งหมด
โลกที่ต้องขึ้นกับคนอื่น
โลกที่เราใกล้เคียงจะถูกกลืนความเป็นตัวเรา
โลกที่เราแสดงตัวเราได้ไม่เต็มที่
 
 
ต่อไปก้อนหินที่เคยแกร่งอยู่ในอกสมัยเมื่อยังเด็ก
ตอนนี้คงค่อยกร่อน บิ่น และแตกทีละนิด
เมื่อถึงเวลาสุดท้ายของมัน
มันคงจะสลาย
หายไปราวกับไม่เคยมีมันมาก่อน
 
 
...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
มาจนตอนนี้
รู้สึกว่า
อิจฉาตัวเอง
งเมื่อตอนเป็นเด็กเสียเหลือเกิน
 
 
อิจฉาตัวเองจริงๆ
 
 

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