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posted on 24 Apr 2012 16:11 by furrytail
 
 
 
 
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ถ้าคนเราเปลี่ยนเอาเวลาเหงาของเรา
หรือช่วงเวลาที่เรารู้สึกว่าเวลามันว่างเหลือเฟือ
หายใจทิ้งแล้วเปล่าประโยชน์
 
แล้วเลือกโอนไปให้คนอื่นใช้ในช่วงเวลาทีคับขันของชีวิตเขา
มันคงจะดีไม่น้อยสินะ
 
เราคิดอย่างนี้จริงๆ
 
 
 
 
 
เล็คเชอร์มาทั้งวัน
ตอนนี้กลับมานั่งว่างบนหอ
นั่งอยู่นานแล้ว
และค้นพบความว่างเปล่า...
 
รู้สึกอึนกับทุกอย่าง
เซ็งกับทุกเหตุการณ์
 
ทั้งที่ภายนอก
คนที่พบเจอเราก็คงไม่คิดหรอกว่าเราเป็นคนขี้เหงา
หรือแม้กระะทั่งเป็นคนพูดน้อย
 
แล้วการพูดน้อยนี่แหละที่ทำให้เรา
พอเปลี่ยนสังคม
เปลี่ยนสถานที่
เปลี่ยนทุกๆอย่างรอบตัว
มันทำให้เราปรับตัวไม่ได้
 
 
จากคนที่เคยปั้นตัวเอง ปรุงแต่งตัวเองให้พูดเยอะ
ให้ดูเป็นคนยิ้มง่าย ร่าเริง ตลก สดใส(เพื่อนข้างๆว่างั้นอ่ะนะ)
พอมันรู้สึกอึน ชา เฉย ก็กลายเป็นหมดพลัง
ไม่อยากจะทำอะไร
ไม่อยากแม้แต่จะยิ้ม
 
เรานั่งหยุดนิ่ง
หอที่อยู่ใกล้ถนน
เราได้ยินเสียงหวอรถโรงพยาบาลตลอดเวลา
ถ้าถึงตอนนั้นจริงๆ
เวลาที่มีค่าของเราที่เราได้นั่งเรียนตรงนี้
คงได้มีโอกาสไปต่อเติมเวลาของคนอื่นที่เวลาใกล้จะหมดก็ได้
 
 
เราไม่เคยกลัวว่าเรียนแพทย์จะหนักแค่ไหน
แต่ที่เราไม่ชอบตอนนี้
คือเราไม่ยินดียินร้ายกับสิ่งที่เราเคยมีความสุขอีกแล้ว
ขณะเดียวกัน เราเองกลับเบื่อ
โดยที่บอกไม่ได้ว่าเพราะอะไร
 
 
เราเองก็อยากรู้
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
สุดท้ายที่เคยไม่อยากขึ้นวอร์ด
กลับอยากเร่งเวลา
ให้ได้เรียน
ได้สร้างประโยชน์กับคนอื่นสักที
 
ไม่อยากหมดแรง
และนั่งเฉยๆตรงนี้
 
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